Friday, March 2, 2007
Water Under the Bridge
I spent a few hours on the phone last night with Kenny. He feels as if there has been too much tough history to really make a go of getting back together. This really breaks my heart. I do understand where he is coming from though. I look back on the years we have had together, and it has most certainly been a rocky road. I guess, the one thing I always counted on was that we loved each other enough to get through. Maybe there is more to love and a marriage than just getting through. This is new and uncharted territory for me, so honestly, I think for now, I will spend my time focused on the girls and myself. I believe that I really must come to know myself and love myself, which I have not done for a very, very long time. Kenny has been and will always be such a special and important man in my life, and I love him with all my heart. I hope that he is right when he says that through this all we will be healthier, happier and better parents to our beautiful girls.
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You really did look like you were at peace today; like a heavy load had been taken off your shoulders. It is good that you talked and have both come to the conclusion that this is the best move. Rather than putting so much time and energy in an unhealthy marriage, you can now focus that on healing. You will be a stronger woman, and the girls will see that in you :) Have a great weekend and GREAT JOB on your papers!!!! That is a self-esteem boost!!
You will continue to be in my prayers. I'm glad that you have peace, and hope that you will continue to have peace. The girls wll be happy if you're happy. :)
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